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Aug. 18th, 2009 | 09:37 am

nothing really big to report still waiting for my id and need to get a po box addy tomorrow since marks parents got a lawyer for the divorce ... yea fun times.. my boss is jippin me money and cutting my hours its shit pay anyway untill i get back into petsmart. i talked to my mom yesterday in almost a month. um.. thats pretty much it.. still saving for a car still living with an annoying stupid roomate that i want to shoot, no common sense what so ever, so lazy.. going to be looking into photography schools soon after i finish paying my debt off which will prob happen after or during the divorce i guess .. sucks

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Aug. 16th, 2009 | 02:20 am

i feel like im being picked second... i dont like this feeling one bit.

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Aug. 16th, 2009 | 02:20 am

i just dont understand is it me? am i the problem am i the posioniness diease? its like when im happy i do something not on purpose and ruin things. almost like i dont deserve to be happy. i dont ask for much or at least i dont think.. i just want a clean house, some romance, and some time spent with just me nothing else just me.. i dont think thats a lot but maybe it is? i dunno i just feel like my world is crashing down before my eyes and the pain i feel i dont enjoy.. ever just care so much for someone and it hurts, litterally? well thats the position im in... ive screwed things up so many times.. i just dont know what to do.. i just want to be happy just like everyone else...

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Aug. 10th, 2009 | 08:26 am

u seriously have NO respect for one's personal space really fucking annoying

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grr

Aug. 1st, 2009 | 09:58 pm

work was ok today.. boring and very very hot.. working in a kennel with no air really sucks. i came home and cleaned got a shower and then stupid cunt came over and i swear i wanted to kill grandma tampon fucking old decrepit bitch your no better than your stupid waste of sperm granddaughter.. urgh i hate people i do.. anyway i gotta get up balls early for work so yea night

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Jul. 31st, 2009 | 10:17 pm

so annoyed i go to work to only have my only 2 grooms cancel and no show wtf so pissed off and they didnt even have a number to call them ugh

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boo fuckin who

Jul. 30th, 2009 | 08:23 am

wow really you going to sit there and cry? why he is JUST your friend and ONLY that and im hoping after this is all done he wont be because im tired of your bullshit... i mean seriously what did you think was going to happen you were going to be the ever after girl? HAHAHA get real sunshine that only happens in your dreams im so sorry your e harmony shit didnt work not my fault...

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blah

Jul. 30th, 2009 | 08:21 am

so i work 12-6 today and then 8-3 tomorrow i have to talk to dan i need to get back into petsmart petco is way too far and i need to make the bacon i once made i feel like i really fucked things up and i dont feel like im putting my share in yet... these chump checks arent doing anything...

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so tired

Jul. 30th, 2009 | 08:19 am

i really hate when you are really tired and you just keep tossing and turning ... just cant fall asleep and are forced to stay up sucks balls

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wow really?

Jul. 29th, 2009 | 02:03 pm
mood: amused amused

i love how some people try to find a way to make something that happened to you okay when is so beyond not okay and not support you just want you to do what they want ... then wonder why you wont talk to them... families fucked up

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Jul. 29th, 2009 | 09:29 am

also if anyone plays WOW ( world of warcraft) let me know what realm your in and character stuff so we can play

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Jul. 29th, 2009 | 09:28 am

so i just downloaded pidgin and im used to using trillian but the cool this is i can post to my LJ just from IMing frank the lj bot whoo and i can also have gmail talk and myspace im on here its really neato just need to figure a way to make the contacts smaller so they all fit

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Beyonce Knowles Halo mp3

Jul. 29th, 2009 | 08:46 am



Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Halo, halo

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

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moulin rouge Come What May [Original Film Ver mp3

Jul. 29th, 2009 | 08:43 am



Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Oh, come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

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moulin rouge come what may finale mp3

Jul. 29th, 2009 | 08:39 am

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Jul. 29th, 2009 | 06:52 am

wow seriously chick you got it SO fucking easy and I hate to tell ya but it's gonna get so much harder from 1st on out. I'm your personal maid! Clean up after yourself fucking slob! and start learning how to budget your money rather than using on shit you don't need. Here's a description of what a roommate is supposed to do, just as if you were living on your own; Purchase your own food, wash your own laundry, clean up after yourself this includes; showers, cooking, dishes etc.. and OMFG your not the only fucking person who needs to use the restroom you act like you fucking live in it in there for fucking hours! OMG wtf could you possibly be doing? I don't even want to know. I can only imagine why you haven't found a guy your a really dumb stupid lazy cow. I'm tired of holding my tongue... As soon as i've gotten a car my mouth is gonna open so beware and be scared..

so anywho now that i got some off my chest i'm good for a little bit. I'm getting a cold which blows.


okay i'm gonna post a little later I have to edit this whole thing its been a while since I used it.

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Jul. 18th, 2009 | 12:09 pm

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Nov. 15th, 2008 | 05:01 pm

so i know my last few blogs havent been happy go lucky but in the past few weeks i have just dug myself a deeper and thick grave and thought i threw myself in and had the dirty cover me up... well my cell & tv are shut off my long distance has been shut off and im still without job.. i got unemployment though. me and mark have decided to start fresh after everything had been put on the table so at the moment we are friends..

in the meanwhile im figuring things out for myself and going to rebuild myself and get back my confidence and respect back as ive been walked all over by someone who i thought was a friend.. i just dont understand how someone can just take advantage of someone who has done nothing but try to be there and help in every way they can to make their life better i just dont get it. then i hear talk smack about me wow you really are low and i now realize ur nothing but a joke its shame cuz ur gonna miss my friendship and realize how percious it was ... no one around u cared like me.. but whatever im on a new path now and things are going awesome im actually happy so yaya krama came and bit me in the ass and i dealt with it

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interested

Oct. 29th, 2008 | 08:01 pm

so how has everyone been? whats new?

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Oct. 29th, 2008 | 07:44 pm

look at my pretty girl :-)

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